Snovi 2.i dio

Danas sam u modusu sanjarenja i nesto razmisljam o nacinu razmisljanja. Kako smo kroz zivot tako oblikovani da je postalo maltene ruzno i glupo sanjariti? Znaci bukvalno svako ko moze daje komentar koji ti ubije snove. Kad citam neke poruke uspijesnih ljudi dodjem do zakljucka da samo rade ono sto hoce i da ni po zivu glavu ne slusaju  druge (osim ako  su ti drugi jako uspjesni). Svi kazu lako je njemu/njoj ima para i zato i mogucnost. Ali zasto ljudi misle da je pitanje u parama? Mozda je u necemu drugom pitanje? ako-mozes-o-tome-sanjati-onda-mozes-to-i-uraditi
Postali smo roboti koji ce 11 mjeseci raditi da bi taj jedan mjesec kao odmorili se. Taj “odmor” se svede na to da se obidje najbliza familija. O rodbini vise da ne pricam, to je samo ako slucajno neko dodje pa se sretnes . Ako ne posjecujes familiju radis ono sto ostali 11 mjeseci nemas vremena raditi. I sto je najbolje, mi moramo biti SRETNI i zahvalni sto imamo posao gdje nas neko za neku crkavicu (nikad nije toliko placeno koliko je osoba ulozila truda) placa. Doduse ja posao po prvi put u zivotu i nemam i nikad mi bolje nije bilo (muz radi pa mogu tako). Znaci kad ja kazem da mi je imati firmu s kojom poslujem, da mogu zivjeti od nje, i da zivim onako kako sam opisala u postu da kad mi je ceif da ispusem, onda sama sebe uhvatim da mislim kako je to nemoguce. Ali zasto je nemoguce? Po kojim argumentima je to nemoguce? Zasto je nekom drugom moguce a meni ne? Kad bih radila 10h za sebe kao sto sam radila za drugog, pa valjda bi kad tad skontala fazon kako da nesto zaradim? Zasto su ljudi postali tako teski na tome da probaju nesto novo uraditi? Ko nas uci da budemo zadovoljni sa tim  “lezernim” zivotom gdje  sate i sate provodimo pred televizijom umjesto da nesto konstruktivno radimo, pa ko zna mozda jednog dana i kruh od toga zaradimo? Sta vi mislite?
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“Najbolji nacin da nesto naucimo je da (to i) radimo”- Richard Branson

Dom zdravlja i Bula

Pozvana sam veceras na rostilj a nisam otisla. Bilo mi naporno po ovim vrucinama ici. Sad mi je zao. Jes da sam iskoristila citav dan, suncala se, kupala se do mile volje dok nisam primjetila da ne mogu gledati na oko. Oko mi nateklo. Eh sad umjesto da rostiljam sjedim u domu zdravlja i cekam doktora…Bas super zavrsetak dana..?Not!Screenshot_2015-07-18-19-56-51

A usput…pitala sam jednu jako nacitanu, visokoskolovanu muslimanku (koja zivi u Bosni) za rijec bula i rekla mi je slijedece “to je jedna pokrivena zena koja je zavrsila medresu. Svaka bula je pokrivena, ali svaka pokrivena zena nije bula. “. Tako da je to i dalje jedna neutralna pa cak i pozitivna rijec. Cak sto vise me cudi da pokrivenim zenama smeta da im neko kaze bula. Valjda je to pozitivno u svijetu muslimanki? U svakom slucaju ja cu tu rijec i dalje koristiti kako je namjenjena. Pozdrav svima:)

Djeca i odmor…

Sinoc setam po gradu i prodjoh mali park pun djece. I onda sam vidjela dijete koje se vere po drvetu. Uhvati sebe kako buljim u dijete. Znaci mene je sokiralo sto se dijete penje po drvetu!! Ima sigurno 15 godina, ako ne i 20, otkako sam zadnji put vidjela dijete u drvetu. Pitam se sta se desilo. Nekad je to bila najobicnija stvar. Nekad je bilo neobicno vidjeti debelo dijete na plazi a danas 50% ima bar 5-10kg viska.  Nekad su djeca volila domacu supu vise nego onu iz kesice. Vala ja cu se potruditi da se moje dijete jednog dana penje, onako zilavo, po drvecu. Da divlja, koliko mi god to smetalo, da jede domacu hranu i da jednostavno bude dijete a ne mini covjek kojeg srcani uhvati kad potrci 50 m. A inace, nam je prelijepo. Uzivamo u lijepom vremenu i dobroj hrani. Pozdrav svima:)IMG_20150710_180817

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Finally, I have some minutes of internet comnection. I feel completely cut out from the world having no internet.Some call it vacation, for me that’s stress 🙂 Now I’m enjoying the sun at the beach reflecting over things in life. Here a try for a selfie ?IMG_20150710_180732

 

Napokon imam par minuta internetveze. Bez interneta se osjecam potpuno odsjecena od svijeta  Neki to zovu odmorom, a meni je to samo stres. Upravo uzivam na plazi i razmisljam o zivotu. Evo i pokusaj selfija:D Btw ovo mi je slavni 200.i post:) Pozdrav svima:)

Opet na putu

Kako nam je majka hitno prebacena u bolnicu odlucimo otici njoj u spontanu posjetu. Sjedim u vozu, vracam se, razmisljam. Izvukla se. Gledam kako suma siba i razmisljam kako je mojoj majci kad zna da je njezino proslo. Bolje biti nece. Tako kako suma siba tako me podsjeti kako i nas zivot sve brze i brze tece…IMG_20150626_193446

Let´s make money

letsmake moneyI was again  watching a documentary (ironing 😛 ) that everyone should watch. It is called Let´s make money, and shows the cruel and soulless, capitalistic world we are actually living in. What bothered me the most was the interview with the a guy named John Perkins, that has worked as an economic hitman.  Here is a part of that interview… So much of the fairy tale story that Americans wanted to “save” Iraq from Saddam Hussein and introduce democracy…it turns out the Iraqies wanted to get rid of the dollar and start the commerce in Euro, which would mean a total economic collapse of US…

Opet sam gledala (peglala :P) jedan dokumentarac koji bi svako trebao da pogleda. Zove se “Let´s make money” (Hajmo praviti novac), i koji ustvari pokazuje prljavu igru kapitalista u svijetu kojem zivimo. Najvise me zacudio (sto javno prica) John Perkins koji je radio kao ekonomski “ubica”. Evo dio intervjua. Toliko o bajkama kako su ameri htjeli spasiti iracane (zar stvarno ljudi jos uvijek to vjeruju?) od Sadama i da im pomognu da uvedu demokratiju.. Ustvari problem je bio sto su Iracani htjeli da predju sa dolara na euro sto bi dovelo citav ekonomski sistem amerike do kolapsa…

I like it / Svidja mi se

Nase majke umjesto da su ovakve haljine pravile i prodavale ih za neke bolesne sume ili su pravile stolnjake koje vecinom stoje u saharama… Et´sta znaci znati se prodati 😛

Instead of making this kind of clothes and sell it expensively our grandmothers made table cloths that are now hidden in old lockers..00010h_426x639

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Emilio Pucci

 

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Emilio Pucci

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Well this one was out of context, but I liked it 🙂
Ova je malo ispala iz teme, ali mi se svidja 🙂

 

 

Jer sam zasluzila!

Kako Ada raste tako sam sve vise pocela razmisljati o odgajanju djece. Kako odgojiti dijete? Da bude sretna, uspijesna , samostalna, bezobrazna, puna sebe, egoista, da dijeli itd. Sta je ustvari dobar odgoj? KAKO odgojiti?

To me dovelo u situaciju da se sjetim diskusija o odgoju i kako neki ljudi odgajaju djecu tako da ih tuku (?). Inace u nasoj familiji nikad se djeca nisu tukla, (pardon roditelji djecu nisu tukli a mi smo se medjusobno tukli dok nismo skontali da je brat najjaci).
Sjecam se kad smo bili kao djeca kod jedni prijatelja. Oni su drzali motku na stoku od vrata. Kad nesto urade sto nije bilo po ceifu odraslih, djeca su bila motkom istucena. Recimo meni to prosto neshvatljivo bilo (i ostalo) zasto djeca tu motku ne slome. Jos bolji mi je fazon bio kad im roditelji kazu -“eh sad ces ti sam izabrati motku sa kojom ces biti b´jen“. Ili “mene je mati cipelama gadjala kad se naljuti!” (?).
Drugi dozivljaj je bio kad sam nenajavljena dosla kod prijateljice koja je bila tako izmlacena od njezine mame da mi se to za sva vremena u mozak uprzilo. Znaci mati ju je napucala kao fudbalsku lopticu da je ona izletila iz stana u hodnik zgrade. Ni dan danas to ne priznaje, tako da pretpostavljam da je to bilo po obicaju. Druga je opet dobila telefonski katalog u glavu da je pala u nesvijest itd itd.
I znate sta je najgore u toj prici? SVAKO od ove djece uvijek kazu da su to ZASLUZILI!!! loreal
(Kao iz reklama za L´Oreal: Because I´m worth it… i onda onaj tupi osmijeh)

Kad se toga sjetim huja me uhvati. Svako od njih sam pitala sta je uradilo da to zasluzi. Svako je odgovorilo “ne sjecam se“. Znaci ocigledno taktika izivljavanja po djeci nije funkcionisala!

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Sta vi mislite o odgoju djece? Kako treba ustvari odgajati djecu? Jesu li vas tukli i da li vi tucete danas svoju djecu? Da li vas se djeca boje ili respektuju?  Imate li neke prijedloge sta uraditi / ne uraditi? Jeste li se ikad za nesto pokajali? Kako ste/ jeste li se izvinili?

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Happy 1. St of May

May Day is not about maypoles: the history of international workers’ day

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Protesters in the Bastille Square in Paris for the traditional May Day march in 2002. Photograph: Laurent Rebours/AP

If you see a history of May Day in the newspapers this year, it is most likely to recount the mystical, medieval origins of a pagan fertility festival. And though you may never have seen a maypole in your life, you will be assured that a ribboned piece of birchwood is the sign and sanction of May Day.

Yet this has little to do with the reason that 1 May is celebrated in Britain, or why it is an international holiday, or why the Occupy movement is planning “global disruption” today. May Day is international workers day. As such, it is – in the words of Eric Hobsbawm – “the only unquestionable dent made by a secular movement in the Christian or any other official calendar”. And its past is more rowdy than is suggested by the imagery of Morris dancers serenely waving hankies and bells around.

1889-90


The origin of our present holiday lies in the fight for an eight-hour working day, in which cause the leaders of the socialist Second International called for an international day of protest to be held at the beginning of May 1890. They did so just as the American Federation of Labour was planning its own demonstration on the same date. The UK protest actually took place on a Sunday, and in London alone attracted 300,000 protesters to Hyde Park.

1890-1900

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May Day festivities at National Park Seminary in Maryland, 1907. Photograph: Creative Commons/Library of Congress guardian.co.uk

Initially, May Day was intended to be a one-off protest, and in some ways quite a solemn affair. But it persisted amid a flourishing of trade unionism. The symbolism of the workers’ Easter, of rebirth and renewal, dramatised this experience of revival. And it developed a carnivalesque aspect. May Day did not merely enact internationalism and working class solidarity; it celebrated these things with the familiar paraphernalia of badges, flags, art, sporting events and heavy drinking.

1900-1918

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Scottish Labour leader Keir Hardie addresses a tailors’ rally on May Day in Hyde Park in 1912. Photograph: Topical Press Agency/Getty Images

The leaderships of Europe’s growing socialist parties were often worried by the threat of repression coming from governments and businesses, and attempted to avoid excessively confrontational demonstrations. But such domesticating tendencies were counteracted by the severity of the social crisis sweeping Europe and the upheavals it produced. Even during the first world war, when protest was punishable by imprisonment and hard labour, May Day demonstrations were often flashpoints of anti-war struggle. It was at such a rally that Karl Liebnecht denounced the war before 10,000 striking workers at the Potsdamer Platz on 1st May 1916. In Britain, following the arrest of the Scottish socialist John MacLean for sedition in 1918, Glasgow workers embarked on a mass May Day strike and protest.

1918-45

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Franco meets Adolf Hitler in 1940 … ‘Fascist parties had a more ambivalent attitude, largely because unlike the traditional right they needed the support of a layer of workers.’ Photograph: Lapi/RogeViollet/Getty Images Lapi/Roger Viollet/Getty Images

European governments alternately preferred repression or co-option of May Day after the first world war. The traditional parties of the right tended to prefer repression, or the threat of repression. For them, regarding the jubilant May Days in revolutionary Russia with unease, the whole thing stank of treason. Fascist parties had a more ambivalent attitude, largely because unlike the traditional right they needed the support of a layer of workers. The Third Reich declared 1 May a “national workers’ day” in 1933. But the original meaning of May Day reappeared at the darkest moments of the Nazi era, as when it was celebrated in the Warsaw ghetto which launched an uprising against the regime. Fascist Italy abolished May Day, expunging the radical working class traditions it embodied, but it also introduced a labour holiday on 21 April. Franco, who arguably waged the most vicious military struggle against the left in Spain, and who wiped out 200,000 in executions and concentration camps in the five years after his victory, simply outlawed May Day. It was not celebrated again until his downfall in 1975.

1945-2000

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‘May Day assumed enlarged importance during periods of turbulence, such as during the miners’ strike.’ Photograph: Keith Pattison Keith Pattison/keith pattison

In the postwar period, May Day was generally tolerated and in some cases even recognised as a public holiday. In the UK, 1 May was made a bank holiday by the Labour government in 1978. In some cases, this was part of a process in which organised labour was co-opted, resulting in the holiday becoming an observed ritual and little more. But it continued to inspire astonishing upheavals – May Day protests played a significant role in the Portuguese revolution of 1974, as well as in the uprisings against apartheid in the 1980s. And even in less dramatic circumstances, it assumed greater importance during periods of turbulence, such as during the miners’ strike.

2000-2012

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The May Day riots in 2000. Photograph: Sean Smith/Guardian

May Day returned as a militant, if convivial, protest in the UK in 2000, due to the convergence of a broad coalition of activists under the rubric of anticapitalism. The combination of seriousness with playful exuberance was arguably in the best traditions of May Day, even if some statues were briefly defiled. The response of police, which was to develop and refine the technique of “kettling” over a number of years, was traditional in a less august sense.

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‘Statues were briefly defiled.’ Photograph: John Stillwell/PA

The Tories were reported last year to be considering scrapping May Day. The associations with a moribund labourism – or worse with anticapitalist tumult – are hardly obliging in the effort to cultivate a business-and-shopping facade for Brit-town. Yet it would be a futile gesture on their part. This impression on the international calendar was made by workers without the blessing of governments, and the evidence of history suggests that it can survive far worse interdictions. The fact that Occupy has now selected 1 May as the moment for another offensive attests to the enduring relevance of May Day as international workers’ day.

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